Is it bad that I’m so worried about what my family will think when I tell them I’m pregnant? My parents know, my Grandma knows & my siblings know. That’s all that should matter. Right?? I have such a big family, everyone lives near by except me. I moved to Boston to better myself. Everyone was saying how proud of me they are. How brave it was to move across the country by myself. How is it going to be now when I tell them I’m moving back to California because I’m pregnant.
Is it bad that I feel worried that I will disappoint them? I am not ashamed that I’m pregnant. It’s a blessing. A HUGE blessing. I know I have a lot more to worry about then what people think. But this is my FAMILY. My family means so much to me. It would break my heart if I let them down.
I have such a enormous family. Just on my pops side I have 7 aunts & uncles. There are about 22 first cousins. Just on my dads side! Out of my aunts and uncles, my father is the only single parent. I never knew what it was like to have both parents raise me. Together. Just because my parents were single parents, I always pictured myself single. How sad is that? I mean THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A SINGLE PARENT. I’m just saying that its kind of sad that ever since I was younger, when I pictured my future I was always alone with kids. It wasn’t till recently that I wanted to have a actual family. But God had other plans for me.
I know that I shouldn’t be bothered by what other people think. Its just hard to think that I could possibly be a disappointment.
I’m over thinking. HELP!